Okay, so basically I am 24 and my girlfriend is 25. She is doing really well for herself, she's a nurse and lives on her own in a 2 bed house. I obviously go and visit, but I just feel like "why the heck is she dating me" because I'm in a job that I don't particularly enjoy, but I haven't told her this, and I live with my parents!
I was thinking of going back to education to study for something, but I don't know what. I just feel I have no direction in life and meanwhile, I have this amazing girl and she's doing a lot better than me. I really don't deserve her to be honest.
I am starting to doubt myself in every way possible. I go see her and all I'm thinking about is what I'm going to do with my life. We basically met online and we've only been together for about 5 weeks.
I've not brad pitt's looks, I've not got got George clooney charm, I'm not educated to as high a level as her, I'm just literally a normal guy. I suppose my looks are good compared to some guys, and my personality is okay. I know I'm not painting a very good picture of myself here, but I'm just extremely lucky I got her. By some stroke of luck she actually wanted to be with me instead of many other guys who I'm sure are doing a lot better than me in life.
I don't know, guys. I just don't know what to do, I'm actually getting slightly depressed about it all.
cheers.