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I like a guy but I don't want him to ask me out beside it will all go horrible wrong but I want him to ask me out cause I like him but I don't want him to asks me out cause it'll ruin everything

I'm actually a bit annoyed at what you've said. I want to say this in a way that isn't offensive though.
What do you mean by 'practically strolling through that life'? You're living life constantly in need of someone to talk to? Or you've accepted that there is nobody?

I was a little embarrassed about posting what I posted on this thread. It was whiny and it's something I hear all of the time: 'nobody cares about me!!!'. But I went ahead and said it because I think it's true. And I don't think it's because I don't love myself, or I haven't accepted my situation.

I love myself very much. I know what I'm worth. I may not be proud of myself right now, but I know that I'm still deserving of other people's time and attention. Which is why actually I'm really disappointed in my friends and family right now. I honestly don't think I'm the problem.

I'm not the type of person that helps you out thinking that I need to be repaid at a later date. I genuinely care about other people and cheer them up when they are down. And the people in my life tell me this, as well. "Thanks for being there for me" "thanks for making me feel better"

So why is it that when I am clearly struggling myself people choose to ignore it? It's gotten to the point where I'm so annoyed that I don't want to speak to them, not if it is going to be such a burden to them as it apparently is. I don't even want a lot! For example, I've been going to the hospital more often than usual because of some issues, and spending hours talking to this doctor and that doctor and so I get home late. Over the past few months, my mother has not asked once what is going on. Why I'm visiting so often and why I spend three hours there each time. I don't want her to fix anything, and it's not like she can help. But not even a 'how was your day?'? 'why are you going to the hospital again?'?
If I go and actively start talking about it, she'll tell me she's busy and ask me to leave.

I'm sorry this has turned into a rant but I've never said any of this out loud and so I'm on a roll. There are two of my friends who act the same way. Always calling me up for help and asking to come to my house for me to help them. One even asked me for help with her personal statement several times with the full knowledge that I am struggling to even begin mine. What am I, a counsellor? I don't even want to talk to them anymore, I'm so irritated.
And so I wish that there was someone else that could help me.

I'm sorry this has gotten so long, it was meant to just be a reply. But I feel as though I'm justified in feeling the way I do.

I guess it's too late but if I could (ever) speak to you for one last time, I'd apologise for everything I did or didn't do. And if I ever get another chance I'd never let you go

I don't ****ing want kids. And no, I will not meet a partner in the future, who changes my mind. I will NOT change my mind. Why are you keep pressuring me? Why does society predict how I should live my life? Why is it unnormal or unsocial to not wanting kids? Kids that scream 24/7, cost a lot of money and take all your freedom, independence, time and even regular sex with your partner away? Kids that might grow up to unthankful annoying teenagers or worst case: commit crime? Oh because you don't want to die alone? Guess what: Your kids will leave you once you are old and come visit you once a year. And even with 1000 legit arguments againt having kids, all my annoying relatives, even my partens keep saying "but that's what people do, they get kids" - WHAT ARGUMENT IS THAT? I don't want kids and yes I am a normal person, there is nothing wrong with me so stop explaining to me how I should live my life.