parents having sex

Damn, 90 minutes of shagging, every night. Jealous. Maybe getting old is not so bad.

Seriously, tho, speak to them about it. Can they make less noise? Put some music on? Keep it down a bit. I can just imagine them saying "the kids clearly havn't heard us as they've never said anything".

As long as it's consentual sex is amazing. Be pleased they are having fun and hope you end up in the same situation one day. It's where you came from. Accept this is normal.

three years ago now i found a box of condoms in my parents room. That night i was lying awake thinking about it when suddenly their doors shut and i heard them. Now three years later i still lie awake until i can hear that they are asleep. words cannot describe the feeling while you wait for them to go to sleep, especially if my mum has been drinking. when i know it’s going to happens i shut my door, tie my hair back and put on my special playlist on my phone for an hour and a half. i then have to watch programmes on i players on my phone for the rest of the night wether i have school or not. i know people will say “oh why don’t you just go to sleep before they come up” but i physically just can’t. i now suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. i used to be a very smart kid but now my schoolwork has gone to **** because of stress and lack of ****. for a start i believef my dad was hurting my mum and forcing her into it and i lost my relationship with him completely. i later realised this is not the case but my trust and bond with my parents (especially my dad) is very hard. i just don’t have the gut to tell them things in my family don’t work like that. over these past years i haven’t told a sole that i suffer every night and i never will. please, please tell me there is someone in this world who feels the same. it would mean everything.

three years ago now i found a box of condoms in my parents room. That night i was lying awake thinking about it when suddenly their doors shut and i heard them. Now three years later i still lie awake until i can hear that they are asleep. words cannot describe the feeling while you wait for them to go to sleep, especially if my mum has been drinking. when i know it’s going to happens i shut my door, tie my hair back and put on my special playlist on my phone for an hour and a half. i then have to watch programmes on i players on my phone for the rest of the night wether i have school or not. i know people will say “oh why don’t you just go to sleep before they come up” but i physically just can’t. i now suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. i used to be a very smart kid but now my schoolwork has gone to **** because of stress and lack of ****. for a start i believef my dad was hurting my mum and forcing her into it and i lost my relationship with him completely. i later realised this is not the case but my trust and bond with my parents (especially my dad) is very hard. i just don’t have the gut to tell them things in my family don’t work like that. over these past years i haven’t told a sole that i suffer every night and i never will. please, please tell me there is someone in this world who feels the same. it would mean everything.