Thursday 16th Feb- taking a break!!
I'm so proud of myself rn so I'm typing this and taking break so I'll have this moment to look back on and can tell my brain to shut up with the negative self talk the next time somethings challenging-- IVE MANAGED TO LEARN A TOPIC I ALWAYS CONSIDERED IMPOSSIBLE!! yes its not 100%- I'm going to need to talk to my teachers when I'm back and yes it did take longer than the average person to do but IVE DONE IT IM SO PROUD AND SO HAPPY AND SO RELIEVED!!!
Also thought I might as well reflect on the past few days- I've had some really nice family time which has cut into working a bit but I don't mind it at all, it's been really nice but its also a bit embarrassing that my parents might have better A level grades than I do lol
I really want to fix my sleep schedule, I had mocks last week and it completely threw my body off because I would stay up some nights but not others but I always woke up between 6-6:30 which isn't that much of a change except I kept on having coffee (in a regular week I never do) so now my body just feels so wrong and I'm not getting enough sleep and I keep on waking up due to stress and it needs to stop :/ I keep on sleeping past my alarm which is honestly really nice to be able to do but it really won't help when I'm back at school tomorrow
My vet med interview this morning went surprisingly well!! Mostly because it wasn't super important to me because I wouldn't actually go even if I did get an offer but I loveddddd talking about my work experience because I've done it 5 times now in other interviews and mock interviews and also when complaining to my mom about not being able to say everything I wanted at one of my interviews so I've gotten really good at talking about it and its just so nice to be able to talk to a vet about what makes me want to become a vet!! the other stations were meh but I'm not bothered-- and I ended up getting an offer from another interview that I had written off as it was truly awful and none of my interviewers barely smiled!!
I'm going to finish listening to my song and move on to some hw set by my chem tutor, my laptops misbehaving so much rn so I'm going to have to do mainly paper and iPad tasks even though I was looking forwards to the reprieve that typing my psych notes would've been (psych is just so much easier than bio and chem its so unfair)