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@oliviapope1 @emm4nuella @flowersinmyhair @Jieay20 @pineapple1865 @erin11 @rowan_willow @kayleigh_t.27 @thrivingfrog @toothysmile 1 Dec 2023I at least managed to go to the gym today. I didn't finish an assignment though, or the assessment screening sheets. I'll get them done before the week ends.
I had a binge episode yesterday so I was emotionally burnt out, frustrated, disgusted. Took me a while to finally begin recovering.
Even worse, a group assignment received below 40% (which is an utter failure). I'm utterly surprised, but to be fair I only slept for a couple hours. Besides I'm planning to appeal this. But fortunately this only counts for a few %. I need to focus on the assignments first. This "discrete math" course... (approximately), not great, if I can get 70% then I'm already happy with it. I really don't know what went wrong - my groupmates, myself, or both?
I really need to stop procrastinating and get on with work. I've already failed to do what I've planned to do, for many many many many days. It's the attitude that cost me A* in A-level at 16, and before, A or A* in some a-level at 15.
For some reason I go all out for maybe half a year at most and then just get burnt out. I need to stop this. But unfortunately considering Autism Spectrum Disorder and the highly intense interests... this would be a neurodevelopmental problem.
Overall for the past months, since exams, especially after uni, I didn't do that well, although I had some good victories here and there. I managed to somewhat improve in badminton though so I do have hobbies. For chess I'm also studying some theory. I need to improve tactics, though that's for later and if I do have free time.
To do before the week ends:
Assignment (algebra)
Neurodevelopmental forms to be completed
Essential things to do for December 2023:
Finish both assignments ("algebra" and "calculus")
Committee meeting in mid Dec
Finish neurodevelopmental forms
Go to GP
Make revision plan
Finish computing (Python) exam
Finish the last group lab for discrete math course
Revise for exams
Get stuff confirmed for assessments (ADHD, ASD, BED, maybe others if necessary)
Catch up missed lessons in the past
Work on some problems (for revision, and for mathematical maturity, especially for exam)