Why am I so obsessed with going on holiday?

I think I have an unusual addiction. Im always browsing for luxurious holidays in my spare time. Ive just got back from Mauritius , going to South France in August but I want to go somewhere hot in December like Antigua! But it’ll be a stretch with money and I just won’t be able to buy spare things if I choose to go away in December.

My boyfriend is a bit perplexed by jt and thinks we should be saving for a house ( true) but maybe I should cancel the SF in august and just do the December holiday? As I hate England in winter it depresses me!

Holidays have always been my passion tho! I just love palm trees and the crystal blue see… we chose SF because my boyfriend wants to drive there! Obvs we can’t drive to Antigua