Hi. So - to fill you in, I go to the university in Farnborough. It's not really a proper university, its just one in the technical college. I'm 19. 20 in August.
I didn't do great in my A - Levels, but I still got offers from universities. Instead I played it safe, lived at home, worked, and went to uni. My class only has about 4 people in, and only me and one other person attends. There is no "Night life" in Farnborough, or Fleet, which is where I live.
I've watched all my friends move out, have their own story; find a new group, have a great time with them, travel with them, and move in with them, all whilst getting probably a more credible degree than I will.
Meanwhile I have no friends outside of work, which I hate anyway. All my friends have moved on, and I feel like I'm just stuck. I cannot move university as my degree is broken down into a HNC, HND, and a BSC year. This really upsets me, because as time passes, the realisation just gets worse and worse.
I wish I was brave enough to go to uni. Biggest regret ever.
It just hurts - I always had this idea growing up from like... 10 - 16 of one day having my own adventure as I went from child to fully grown man, eventually working full time with a degree under my belt. Now my evenings are spent inside alone. It's killing me; I can barely get out of bed in the mornings.