Hi all,
I'm a second year autistic broadcast Journalism student and I've been struggling with wanting to drop out of my course and I'm not sure what to do.
I'm struggling from extreme stress with some of the practical work. I like putting my packages together but I get so stressed an anxious both find stories and getting interviews, each which I struggle with.
I feel I'm getting no support from my lecturers despite them knowing I'm disabled and they seem to act like because I'm a second year I should be fine doing it. I don't know how to get across that passing a year at uni doesn't make me any less disabled.
I don't know if it's because I get good grades, I turn up and work hard is why they seem to not understand. Or don't understand I'm currently just doing the same topics over and over because they bring me some comfort in what is otherwise an extremely stressful situation.
Both my mental and physical health has taken a turn for the worse because of this and I'm struggling more and more to cope. It's getting so bad I'm looking into putting a fall back plan in place in case I don’t make it to next semester.
Everyone around me tells me not to drop out or switch courses. They think I'm too far in to start again but I don't know how I can manage so much stress. I'm consider taking up a more tech based course on camera, lights, sound and mic for film and TV as another way into the news industry.
But I'm so lost and don't know what to do, any advice?