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My body isn't working the way it should be

I am a 23 year old female and I am currently on Hormone replacement therapy to help my uterus grow and start a period. I look a lot younger than my age and have been dealing with a lack of periods since I was 12 so at school I couldn't relate to things that girls my age could relate to. I am not ashamed of this issue but sometimes I wonder how my life would be if I never had this problem because I feel a lot vulnerable at times especially around men. How do I live my life while knowing that my female reproductive system isn't working properly.