I've never really struggled with making friends before university. In the first semester i had this group of friends who were nice but all they spoke about is clubbing and im not really big on that, i'd like to say they're still my friends but they all met up over christmas and i didn't know about it. i feel so lonely and i just want to go home all the time. i just don't know how to make more friends, i know i should join a society but i just really don't want to have to go alone, i know it's stupid but i just can't do it. i still have all my friends from home and i really miss them when i'm here.
i feel like i'm wasting my life i tried so hard for my a levels and did so well but now i feel like everything is falling apart. i really don't know what to do.
i like my course and i like the group of friends i have on my course but they all have groups of friends who they like better.
any advice would be appreciated - i feel like i'm constantly on the brink of tears and as soon as i get back to my room i just fall apart.