Please help desperate for advice
I've been talking to the guy I've had a crush on forever since December, he messaged me first and we've been talking paragraphs everyday ever since and a big point first was that his ex moved out
Recently he's finally been inviting me to do stuff. He's very busy. We went to our local bar last week where all our mutuals are. Next day we went to a concert and I slept at his house but in the guest room which confused me. Nothing has happened ever yet sexually we didn't even kiss. Yesterday we went to that bar again, he always tells me how pretty I look. I went home with him and we walked into his bedroom. I asked if I should sleep here and he said if you want to
So we laid down, then he asked if he can talk about something with me. He told me he has a girlfriend who he's had for a while when he was going through seperating with his ex but she lives far away. He said to me if he didn't have her he would have talked to me way earlier, he'd be more "flirty" with me and he would do more and that last week he already wanted me in his bed already. He told me he'd been chasing after women all his life? And that he doesn't want to cheat on her, but he said stuff that indicated it's hard. But I know he likes me for a fact. It's really obvious and I was confused as to why he hasn't made a move so far and now I know and I'm shocked
We just talked in bed. Then he just laid there and looked into my eyes really intensely for a while smiling not saying anything but I couldn't hold eye contact because basically I was holding back tears haha
During the night we didn't cuddle or anything but we laid really close together basically, and sometimes I'd wake up and his hand would be on me but he would take it off whenever I moved a little
I'm so devastated like how could this go from here? I want him so bad. And we're so compatible I've never felt like this for anyone