so i'm really not able to deal with this anymore, and i need some help. for a couple of months now, i've been getting what i think are best described as 'anxiety attacks', a sudden irrational feeling of nervousness and fear for no reason, which often ends in me vomiting and the feeling subsequently disappearing.
It's been getting worse recently, and generally happens soon after a meal. By now everytime I eat a meal I subconsciously think to myself 'please dont vomit again', which often leads to the anxiety happening anyways. perhaps best described by something i found when googling it:
I'd appreciate any and all advice on this
I've tried starting some basic meditation to help relax myself generally, and i'm not sure what else to do. I dont want to go on medication, because I dont think it would address the core causes of this, whatever they may be.
some things that have changed recently in my life:
- the amount of exercise i do has decreased some
- i'm right in the middle of IB exams, and worried about meeting my uni condition (although this started some ways before exams)
- in a couple of months, i'm going to be leaving the country where i've spent the last 13 years of my life, probably forever, and leaving my family behind on a different continent, with all my friends scattering around the world
I'd appreciate any help