Sorry to drag this old thread up but it came up when I googled.
I've never had sex or been intimate with anyone. I tried using my fingers to masturbate with very little effect even though I was quite turned on.
So I used the shower head, whilst sat down, I finally hit a spot where I felt something, I'm not sure if I could call it pleasurable, after a few seconds it kept getting too intense, I felt all weird and like I was losing control and both my legs went really weak so I stopped immediately. I kept trying but the feelings kept scaring me and I can't say any of them were pleasurable, in fact it made me feel a little nauseous, just scary and its completely put me off if that is what sex feels like? Was I just too sensitive with where I was touching which made it too intense? What's wrong with me, I didn't feel any pleasure at all from anything I did.
Sorry I sound insane but I'm just looking for reassurance.... I'm 18 years old by the way.