Edit; this is what Im going to send him, its something i wrote in the dear you thread a while back
I loved u, i always have and probably in some ways always will. But, we both know it isn't enough. Your temper and lack of understanding whats important to me messes up things, it tarnishes my blissful moments with you. I could spend the rest of my life with u Adam, trying to keep that smile on ur face, watch the emotions in ur eyes, jus take care of u, create life with u, watch u becm everythn, feel ur presenc nx to me, but I need to leave u b, to achieve all u desire and succeed as i know u shall, i so wish u to be a part of it all, share your sucess with u, share ur happiness but i kno it cant b, I'll only hinder u and get in the way. You've lost your last chance. You've made up your mind and thats it, its clear i annoy u and we both deserve complete happiness. Who could treat u better than i tho, but whateva i do its never enough. Instead of taking the moment and understndng wht i try n say us rather b upset and angry. You say u love me but ur words and actions say otherwise. Sometimes i see your face and i feel so overwhelmed at how i feel for you that it scares me, i hear ur name n it tears me inside, other times i see you and I feel sick and disgusted and angry at you, but still i cant seem to tear away... Jus one touch fm u, an apologetic look and i forgive all. Sometimes i think that u made me happy and made me feel so right and sometimes i think no, u took me for granted and i wasnt a priority... Mayb ul realise this and it'll piss me off bt itl b too l8. I sy i dnt expct nyfn fm u, bt rly it jus hurts wen u dnt do nyfn cz id b willin to do as much as poss for u. Fr me it bcame as simple as we lv each other, theres nt rly any obstacl, so lets b together. but uv been ignoring me, i dont need smone who doesnt need me. But nywys, i can always say, i tried, i did everything i could, so ur the one that chose and did this.
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