I hate being around people

Sometimes I feel bipolar in terms of personality.

I'm either really bubbly, alpha, a leader, the person who initiates and closes decisions, enthusiastic, friendly, open... When in this mode I am confident and can easily do public speaking, make people laugh and make friends/impress people in interviews.

OR

Shy (which can be perceived as snobbery), quiet, feel excluded from conversations/as if I push myself out by feeling inadequate, drained in the presence of people. When in this mode, I don't want to see people, turn down or cancel invitations to socialise, feel nauseous when talking to people.

What is with this? In the end I am the same, just more or less driven, more or less social, but it does seem extreme and unpredictable.

Reply 1

Anonymous #2

yes I can be the same..

I just try to balance the two (never works but oh well)

Reply 2

Anonymous #3

Can totally relate its sad because people think I'm just an ******* lol

Reply 3

Mayhem™

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Proud to be first non-anon here

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Anonymous #4

Original post by Mayhem™

Proud to be first non-anon here

rep fisher much?

Reply 5

Anonymous #5

Original post by Mayhem™

Proud to be first non-anon here

shun the non believer, shun him, shuuuuun hiiiiim

Reply 6

Mayhem™

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Original post by Anonymous

rep fisher much?

Original post by Anonymous

shun the non believer, shun him, shuuuuun hiiiiim

is anon becoming a trend or something

Reply 7

Anonymous #6

I felt like I made this post

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Anonymous #7

Original post by Mayhem™

is anon becoming a trend or something

You don't know me. You don't know my life.

Reply 9

Anonymous #4

Original post by Mayhem™

is anon becoming a trend or something

Is having a small "TM" in the top right corner of your name becoming a trend or something?

Reply 10

tailred

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Original post by Anonymous

Sometimes I feel bipolar in terms of personality.

I'm either really bubbly, alpha, a leader, the person who initiates and closes decisions, enthusiastic, friendly, open... When in this mode I am confident and can easily do public speaking, make people laugh and make friends/impress people in interviews.

OR

Shy (which can be perceived as snobbery), quiet, feel excluded from conversations/as if I push myself out by feeling inadequate, drained in the presence of people. When in this mode, I don't want to see people, turn down or cancel invitations to socialise, feel nauseous when talking to people.

What is with this? In the end I am the same, just more or less driven, more or less social, but it does seem extreme and unpredictable.

I know exactly how you feel. Sometimes I feel bad for being open to conversations ect because i know when I see them again, I probably won't feel like talking or even want to talk to them.

Reply 11

Mahmoud X

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This is me so much, I have loads of friends who really go to every effort to keep contact, but it's because they see me completely as the first guy.

The only person I am happy around all the time aside from family members is my girl.

I know I am able to force it enough to keep up face for employment, but certainly I don't believe I will ever have any true male friends, even if I usually do end up getting a LAD crew together.

Reply 12

Mayhem™

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Original post by Anonymous

Is having a small "TM" in the top right corner of your name becoming a trend or something?

good try, but I used that because without it the name was already taken :smug:

Reply 13

Mayhem™

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Original post by Anonymous

You don't know me. You don't know my life.

I don't think I've ever seen a #7 anon; it's weird.

020°

Original post by Mayhem™

good try, but I used that because without it the name was already taken :smug:

Ok soz

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Anonymous #8

Original post by Mayhem™

I don't think I've ever seen a #7 anon; it's weird.

let's make it 8

Reply 17

PikahBoo

Original post by Anonymous

Sometimes I feel bipolar in terms of personality.

I'm either really bubbly, alpha, a leader, the person who initiates and closes decisions, enthusiastic, friendly, open... When in this mode I am confident and can easily do public speaking, make people laugh and make friends/impress people in interviews.

OR

Shy (which can be perceived as snobbery), quiet, feel excluded from conversations/as if I push myself out by feeling inadequate, drained in the presence of people. When in this mode, I don't want to see people, turn down or cancel invitations to socialise, feel nauseous when talking to people.

What is with this? In the end I am the same, just more or less driven, more or less social, but it does seem extreme and unpredictable.