Heartbroken by a girl that does not even exist anymore.

Yeah, I was her bit of fun before she changed. That is all it turned out to be. I wanted to commit to her, she obviously didn't feel the same way about me in the end. I was not old enough for her.

I'm sorry to hear that. I just hope that it did not **** you up mentally as much as it has done with me. I would not wish the mental problems from it on my worst enemy.

It's more a sense of loss, and rejection, feeling used so that she could feel good that she pulled a younger guy when I had other options at the time. We talked about settling down and children quite a lot, it got quite serious very quickly.

Ah, it's just messed up. Yeah, I feel rejected and used. And it hurts seeing her move on with the new guy. I don't love her romantically anymore, I just feel mental pain day in day out. It's just depression.

She has changed her makeup, changed her hair, got fatter.

She looks a lot different.

Sorry if it sounds shallow, she is a different person to the girl I loved. Her perspective, how she looks, everything is different now.