Hello everyone,
This forum is very interesting and I've always been interested in this topic. Obv just to better myself as a muslim. I started wearing the hijab about 4 years ago and I'm attached to my hijab. I have never wanted to take it off in public and I even wear it at home lol (only because I'm too lazy to take it off after every prayer). But I do admit, I don't wear it appropriately. I think it is because I feel insecure with the way I wear my hijab, however I feel insecure without a hijab. I cover my hair, ears and neck, but my hair is in a doughnut bun, to give my head a bit of layer (camel hump D: i know) and I do wear lose clothing, but wouldn't consider it to be too lose (eg - wear leggings but make my top half until my bottom very lose).
I already am aware that I do not wear it properly, but my reason behind wearing a hijab was 'do it today, cause what if there is no tommorow'. Before, I used to wear the hijab I always used to think about it but never considered because of the area I was bought up in (very few ethnic minorities), thus I felt very insecure then. But one day I just decided to wear the hijab, without thinking anything of it and never took it off ever since. Even before wearing the hijab I was very into my religion, still used to wear lose and covered clothing, do daily prayers, read the quran etc, but I felt like wearing the hijab was the last step. I always think of it like, atleast I have the courage to wear the hijab and I'm glad I started wearing it now. Even when I started wearing the hijab, I started gaining respect from non-mahrams and they lower their gaze (even non-muslims) which I really liked. My life has changed for better when I started wearing the hijab. Maybe wearing one is just so powerful, I don't consider it to just be a cloth on my head.
But I agree with the last sister that claimed its all about your inner self - wearing a hijab means more than covering yourself. It's all about how you are as a person and what would please allah, and how your following islam. Not everyone is perfect, if you wear the hijab its not always going to be perfect either. I'm so inspired by those who cover themselves top to bottom, with a clean soul and are trying their best for the hereafter. You have to be beautiful on the inside before you think about your outer apperance. What do you think about my hijab story?