idk what to do. personally, i don't really believe they work. they made me take them several years ago and they ****ed me up good. it was terrifying and they nearly drove me insane. now my dr has prescribed me prozac/fluoxetine (different a/d than last time), despite my protests. my bf wants me to give it a try and won't stop pressuring me, every goddamn day.
so maybe i should just give in so that he'll leave me alone. since i don't really care about my life anymore, it shouldn't matter. but i'm scared that the same thing will happen again. or that i'll lose whatever remains of my creativity. i'm scared that combined with benzos which i take regularly, they'll **** up my brain and turn me into a zombie. the whole thing is just humiliating. i'm sick of everyone constantly askimg me if i want to kill myself
has anyone on here even had positive experiences with antidepressants?