For a long time since I was a child, I have suffered sleep paralysis and mistaken it for nightmare. Only tonight that I have realised it is in fact sleep paralysis.I had a pretty problematic, traumatic and stressful childhood, and that is where I think it's started. Looking back, I have more episodes of this when I was anxious, angry, stress or had gone to bed when I just eaten a big meal.There was episodes when it happened for a minute and I was able to wake myself up then as I fall asleep it will happen again. The most was like 4 times in one night. I had to change positions or properly wake up to reorient myself, and that usually works and will fall back to sleep without having the episodes.At some point, it felt almost like paranormal. When the hallucinations felt real. One time, as I fall asleep with my first bf (our first time sleeping together on a holiday) , I woke up, but can't move. Suddenly out of no where an Indian girl came to our room, strangled me and was shouting. I felt her fingers digging on to my neck, I couldn't breath, I couldn't move to stop her, it felt real that I even felt her saliva spitting on my face as she was shouting at me. I used all my forces to shout, then my bf woke up, really shocked. As I don't know what was going on and everything felt real, I told him exactly what happened and how it felt. He was terrified. He thought I was nuts. He broke up with me as soon as our holiday finished.One of the worst episodes of my sleep paralysis. It's terrifying but now that I know what exactly it is, I am less worried.Good luck, also I found that since I lost weight, I suffered less of it, maybe twice in a year or so. Xxx