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Is it just a crush

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Is it just a crush

So it'll almost be a year since I've met this boy. And I've liked him for sometime. But my emotions around him are like a rollercoeaster. Sometimes I'm happy sometimes I'm sad sometimes I scold him because I worry about him.Sometimes I get mad at him. Sometimes I get jealous he said I don't look scary to him when I am but I do look like I want to murder someone. I feel like I've gotten more control with controlling my feelings but it's very hard. I like him so much. He told me that he's a bad person to like and that there are better males then him. But I can't help it. I just feel so happy and comfortable around him. Sure he has faults which I know but I don't know I still like him. He's so cute when he plays with the kids. He's very outgoing but I know that he's got a terrible past that haunts him. I want to comfort him when he's sad or with any emotion. Am I crazy? Especially if I say I want to be with him and have a baby in the future? But I know that will probably never happen and he'll never know theses thoughts. so I just which he will be happy and I'll support who ever he chooses even though it'll probably hurt