Usually wouldn't post about this stuff, but I'm genuinely terrified now. I have my gcses in a few days, and I think I'll do perfectly fine, due to really high grades in general.
But what's dawned on me is my goals. I wanted to go to a grammar school. but I've now realised that my whole friend are all going to the same school, a different college/sixth form from ours. I made the decision to apply their as a backup, but decided my main choice would be a grammar school, since I'm capable for it. But now, it's dawning on me and I'm really terrified.
I'll be all alone at this new school, with hundreds of students performing similar if not better to me. And all of my friends will go together to this other sixth form college.
Its really scaring me, and I'm wondering if it's worth it? leaving all my friends for a supposedly better school. is a grammar school even that much better than a normal sixth form? Which would be better to choose?
This realisation has got me more stressed than the gcses in 3 days 😭