Dealing with bully’s

Never did I think… at the age of 19 would there still be people out there who made me feel like I wasn’t enough and lacking in physical appearance.

Firstly I want to say, I don’t want sympathy or anything.. im just at a point now where I can’t take much longer. I’m already such a self critical person, so when someone else is rubbing it in any chance they get… it feels absolutely appalling.

He goes onto say that I’m skinny and I don’t go gym enough. Tbh I thought I was slim but not anorexic. That’s a bit far in my opinion. Just the whole day making fun of my arms. It’s annoying and I honestly felt like crying after some times (I already think and try to be better everyday, I know I’m not a 10/10 specimen).

Even my hair, it’s a bit messy but that’s the style. I didn’t think it looked bad, I thought it looks quite nice. But again and again saying stuff about my hair, which I already suffer with. Since the age of 15 I’ve had issues with my appearance and it rlly affects me.

I don’t even think I’m ugly, people in my family and loads of friends say I’m good looking. But when I get all the comments from one person the whole day which I can’t avoid… it really hurts and cancels all the good things ppl say.

Sorry if I went on for ages, today was just a terrible day - and I’ve just had enough of all the negativity.