I feel quite sad about placements in the summer I had worked actively to try to get ahead of all applicants but I procrastinated once university started and easily became overwhelmed and applying became the least of my worries.
In the end I didn't realise that the deadlines for the companies I wanted to apply for had already passed and those were the only companies I had dreamed of working at. I don't have anyone to blame but myself but I'm feeling so down about it...