17 and want a baby

I also don’t think he would approve

Go for what makes you happy and think about whether your decision will lead you somewhere where you'll be happy in the future.

So I’m 17 have a job I have a boyfriend but I’m so like lonely I see him only fridays and I feel like I need something that’s like mine and I just feel like it would be good for me?
And I know everyone’s probably thinking I’m too young I’m very mature for my age and I know a lot of mothers that are young and good parents
Does anyone else feel the same
Is this normal

I feel loke it wouldn’t be ideal but I feel like I have no meaning

'I have no meaning'- What do you mean by that?

Like no purpose for much

Well look forward 10 years into the future and think about an ideal, obtainable goal where you would like to be at then. One of your many purposes would be to go on and achieve that goal and you should do anything thing you can now to help get you there.

Also, do things you enjoy doing! If you don't have much of that right now try to gain some new hobbies. You may gain some new friends in the process which in the future would mean you wouldn't be lonely.

So I’m 17 have a job I have a boyfriend but I’m so like lonely I see him only fridays and I feel like I need something that’s like mine and I just feel like it would be good for me?
And I know everyone’s probably thinking I’m too young I’m very mature for my age and I know a lot of mothers that are young and good parents
Does anyone else feel the same
Is this normal

Who is going to raise the baby for you at 17? If you lose your job and your bf slides out, would you become a burden to society as a single mother?

It is understandable for some people to have access to public support, but don't bring a kid to this world when you probably are not grown enough or financially stable enough to take care of yourself. Don't become a victim of the system.