Me (18) and my gf (17) have been going out for about 7 months now, and because her parents don't allow her to have a boyfriend, we've not been able to meet up for the past few months, and can only call for a few hours everyday.
I do really love her and I know she feels the same about me, but these past 2 weeks or so, I kept having thoughts about other girls, not any specific girl, just the thought of doing physical stuff with girls. I'd never ever cheat on my girlfriend, but I felt really guilty about this, especially when I was bored and feeling kind of lonely i.e. when we couldnt talk.
So I told her about it, and she got really upset obviously, and idk if she still even trusts me, and this morning i think she nearly broke up with me but didn't go through with it. I really love this girl, I wouldnt do anything to hurt her ever, and i rlly hate having those thoughts and I just want to make her feel better. Whenever I tried to say that I'm a really bad bf, she got more upset and neither of want to break up, that isn't an option really tbh.
I just dont really know what to do to make the situation better, I want to stop these thoughts, but they just sort of happen, especially since I've not had any action for a while, but I dont even want that, just want her to be happy. Just want advice on what to tell her.