I wanted to post it in a muslim site but I could not sign up lol, after a hour of trying I gave up and decide to post it here so my non muslim brothers/sisters let us respect each other please I just want to hear what you people and muslims think about this.
So I think it started 2 years ago or maybe 3 I don't even know because I never cared to even think about it before, but now it happens to me a lot.....
the thing is I most of the nights sleep listening to Quran that is not the problem the problem is when I don't sleep listening to Quran or the Quran stops in the middle of the night I feel like I wake up but I am not completely conscious, I try to stand up I cant, I try to move I cant, I try to talk and I cant, its hard to open my eyes, I feel like some strong person grabs both my arms, then it feel likes I am being taken away and that I am losing conscious so I try all my best to just jump and I succeed. then I start making dua again and sleep. that is weird especially it happens a lot this days, which made me notice it and think a lot about it today.
I don't sleep listening to Quran this past days maybe that is a reason, I also don't even make sleeping dua. also there is something I guess is weird too, I sometimes dream about having sex with some man I don't know and sometimes its someone I know, that person always smiles in a creepy way. I also always feel likes there is someone with me in the room. I don't know if this should also be weird but I want to have sex more than anything when this things happen, especially if I dream about having sex the next day I just end up wanting to masturbate.
most of the time I feel my arms being grabbed but I never paid attention so I don't know if he touches me in different ways.
Is there a possibility a jinn follows me or is attracted to me?