I feel that our family is complete at least for the next 5 years or so. I have wanted to return to Uni and train to become a Midwife for a long while. Last year I applied and we agreed if I did not get in we would then have our 2nd child. I now hope to get a bit more healthcare experience and hopefully shadow a independant midwife when I have had the baby to get the experience that I didnt have last time (problem is here I am restricted to one Uni). I am only 24, we dont really want him to have the snipe lol but equally it will be in reality about 7 years before and if I think of another one. I want to do this so much and equally thinking about the future, im not far of 30 and we are not on the property market and really have career wise very little to my name.
About the BMI-I used to be a size 8 and very fit until I was 19. I feel so angry i let myself go and wish no end I had sorted myself out. It embarrasses me-I shop for clothes to cover me up not for looking good. I dont feel healthy like this, and it is my no 1 ambition to get sorted when i have had baby.