So I got super drunk at a party a few days ago and feel really embarrassed...?

Okay- a note before I explain- this is the first time I've ever done this.

Basically, to get my mind off my results, my friend invited me to some party in a forest by the beach. I later found out that this was the party of the daughter of my head of year at sixth form (whoops...)

Anyway, it was going great until- for whatever reason- I started drinking her whiskey. I don't really know why, I guess it's because I'm relatively inexperienced with alcohol and didn't realise how quickly it would inebriate me. It wasn't long before I was completely intoxicated and apparently fell over (I don't remember this) and had to be carried back to my parents' car. I don't even know who carried me back...

I'm realllly embarrassed about this, and about what I might have said/done whilst drunk. I haven't heard anyone saying anything about me yet, but I just hate to think that I let myself get in that state. I'm not that kind of person, not usually. I don't want that kind of reputation.

Is this really that bad? I mean, I didn't hurt anyone, I was just super drunk... but I feel so much self hatred for it.

You're not going to survive freshers week if you attend.

Ha, I guess... but that's a good year away. And I don't know, I just think getting drunk to the point of not being able to remember things is sort of embarrassing, but I guess loads of people my age do it...

The good thing is, you didn't hurt anyone. (Until the police come looking for you...) Surely you'll learn that being drunk is not cool though

Honestly, don't worry about it. It's all a part of growing up.