I feel way too lonely

Try being long term unemployed, it's worse .

Do you know what it is mate, we all have different reasons of being unhappy and we just try and cover it up with something. I'm sure if I was surrounded by loads of people but was unemployed I would probably be feeling that same.

I'm sure you'll be fine though Tom, you're still relatively young and the majority of people don't really know what they want to do until they're closer to 30

Why do you think i'm on here so much?

I've been used a stop gap my whole life tbh, as soon as someone better comes along i'm just tossed aside like I never existed.

Sr90 dat you bro? Come on don't want to play the guessing game .

It's horrible. I can't sleep and laying in bed just makes me feel so much more lonely than I am. It makes me love think stuff that I usually push away because of my hectic days.

There was once a time where I used to be really popular, I was well known and I had a lot of friends, a few of which were my 'best friends'. Over the years I drifted away from them and just recently I've had to walk away from my to 'best friends', and now I just feel like I'm left with nothing. I act strong for the majority of the times but its times like tonight where I feel so weak. Where I wish I had someone. Where I miss my previous relationship, even though I pretty much hate my ex and all she did to me. Where I miss my friends even though I know they aren't really my friends.

I think it's more the idea of having a relationship and true friends that I miss. It's believing that I'm cared for, like I did for so many years.

This feeling will go sooner or later but it'll come back again. Whenever it comes back it comes back stronger and harsher and I don't know how much longer I can deal with this.

It's horrible. I can't sleep and laying in bed just makes me feel so much more lonely than I am. It makes me love think stuff that I usually push away because of my hectic days.

There was once a time where I used to be really popular, I was well known and I had a lot of friends, a few of which were my 'best friends'. Over the years I drifted away from them and just recently I've had to walk away from my to 'best friends', and now I just feel like I'm left with nothing. I act strong for the majority of the times but its times like tonight where I feel so weak. Where I wish I had someone. Where I miss my previous relationship, even though I pretty much hate my ex and all she did to me. Where I miss my friends even though I know they aren't really my friends.

I think it's more the idea of having a relationship and true friends that I miss. It's believing that I'm cared for, like I did for so many years.

This feeling will go sooner or later but it'll come back again. Whenever it comes back it comes back stronger and harsher and I don't know how much longer I can deal with this.

Sr90 dat you bro? Come on don't want to play the guessing game .

Because I had recently begun to realise that these so called "best friends" were actually far from it, and that our relationships had been characterised by my efforts. It took me long enough to realise this but when I took a step back and looked at the whole thing it was just really evident that they just kept taking things, and never gave anything back. I was only contacted if they needed money, or favours. When I contacted them for a chat, or to go out I got nothing. It got to a point where it was much harder to speak to them than not to.

So I respected myself enough to walk away from such friendships where I wasn't valued, where I wasn't happy, where I was constantly being used and where I wasn't.. Growing if that makes sense.

It's horrible. I can't sleep and laying in bed just makes me feel so much more lonely than I am. It makes me love think stuff that I usually push away because of my hectic days.

There was once a time where I used to be really popular, I was well known and I had a lot of friends, a few of which were my 'best friends'. Over the years I drifted away from them and just recently I've had to walk away from my to 'best friends', and now I just feel like I'm left with nothing. I act strong for the majority of the times but its times like tonight where I feel so weak. Where I wish I had someone. Where I miss my previous relationship, even though I pretty much hate my ex and all she did to me. Where I miss my friends even though I know they aren't really my friends.

I think it's more the idea of having a relationship and true friends that I miss. It's believing that I'm cared for, like I did for so many years.

This feeling will go sooner or later but it'll come back again. Whenever it comes back it comes back stronger and harsher and I don't know how much longer I can deal with this.