Friend has just sprung around and told me he dislikes me.

I’m sorry about this. Were there any hints or signs of him disliking you before? Cancelling plans on you, making rude comments etc?

He may of called me obese once or twice. But that is a banter thing. We do it as a friendship group. He has been fairly mean recently. Like trying to ditch me etc. Trying to break into my laptop and view my history. Trying to steal my speaker/phone. But I mean I am quite a chill guy so I don't rise to it. But he is refusing to discuss this with me. He has no ideas about any of my disorders. But tbf I have told no one. Granted I could probably state them here as no one knows me. My GP has reffered me to cahms on the basis that I may be deppresed and suffer from social anxiety. So I will most likely recieve CBT for that but that is besides the point. He doesn't even know about my previous harm attempts.

Sounds like an unpleasant person tbh, be glad that you’re rid of him. Sorry things are difficult for you right now.

But I like him. That is the issue

Do you mean as a friend, or romantically?

If you mean as a friend, maybe write him a letter or a message asking him to please let you know what you did wrong.

But the fact he’s tried to steal your property and break into your laptop to see your history is just dodgy, a friend doesn’t behave like that.

Certainly not romantic. but I could try a letter. And while I agree it is dodgy. But he is autistic so I cannot help be a tad more lenient

Ah I see, the fact he’s autistic does explain a lot; he is probably unaware of how odd/hurtful his behaviour is. Definitely try a letter. Who knows, it might just be a temporary thing.

Ye mbye. He kind of goes on and off. But he chose a really ****ing awful to time to have a moment

Hmm yeah. Right when you need the most support. I agree with 999tigger - tell your GP about the self harming.

Just cut them off, remove them from all memory, find something better and move on