Hi, I just graduated university this year in Fashion Business and management, coming out with a 2:1 degree. I'm in a really difficult, tough situation right now. At the end of October this year, my mum is going abroad for two months with everything already booked. This is her second time. First time was 2019. This means I would be left by myself to live with my dad as my brother is off to university this September. But every time my mum is not here and she is away, my dad always becomes really toxic which really damaged my mental health and made me want to drop out of college the last time in 2019. So I don't want to live in that situation again. My only solution is to get a graduate job secured by end of October to make sure I move out before my mum leaves. I already have extra saving put aside to cover the first month when I start my job. The case is just being successful at securing one. I worked on my portfolio after I submitted my final project, I started applying for jobs in first week of June, where I now have 35 applications sent. I am just really worried if I don't get one by October, meaning I would again have to go through what was the toughest times which I don't really want, especially with me being left with my dad. My life has been at its peak since I came to uni and I don't want to throw it all away, as my life back home wasn't too great. I've taken all the steps to ensure success such as carefully doing all job applications so that they stand out and match job relevant specification, also keeping up to date and ahead in my application numbers to ensure I get it before the time, also applied to as many as I could. I'm just really worried about the uncertainty as Fashion is really competitive and hard to find a job in and don't want to end up in tough situation at home. In terms of toxic, it was in a way that made it difficult to function and live everyday. Always draining my physically and mentally through constantly putting me down, controlling me, taking away my sense of freedom resulting in loss of identity, putting pressure on me to give up my happiness to play second mum and nagging over things that are not my fault. I would really appreciate some advice, especially from anyone that has experience on this. Thank you so much.