How do I get over this girl?

This is my fault in that I told other people about this. I regret this so much. God knows what people have been telling her. Ahh I wish I kept it to myself and maybe we would be ok again after time. Now I have to live with this forever.This pain I am feeling is too much to bear.Why did this happen? I will never get over this.I will never be happy again.

One of the worst days of my life.

I came 30 min before class and I saw her sitting there. I went up to her and said hi. No response she just looked at me blankly.

Then I said listen let's talk about everything that has happened.
I explained to her about the blackmail thing, etc.
She said that I have been talking badly behind her back, that I lied to her, his things from her, etc.
She said she will NEVER be my friend again. She said she will never trust me again.
She said she regrets being my friend.
She regrets helping me.
She said she is a very good person and that I am not a good person.
She said so many hurtful things and I will never be able to forget this. It really hit my heart.

I apologised so many times but she said no, never again.

She said she will throw all the gifts i got for her over the past 3yrs in the bin. And she said you throw away all my gifts in the bin. This almost put me to tears.

Then it was time for class and I sat next to her and she said don't sit next to me. So I moved away.

And when class ended I said to her wait for me, I still have things to say.
She gave me a dirty look and walked away without saying anything.

So it is officially over. I saw it with my own two eyes. I almost cried in the class. I am really shaken but just trying to get home now in 1 piece.

It's the worst feeling ever. I cannot even think properly. I am shaking and I keep getting tears in my eyes.

This has been the worst experience ever in my life. I am inconsolable now.

One of the worst days of my life.

I came 30 min before class and I saw her sitting there. I went up to her and said hi. No response she just looked at me blankly.

Then I said listen let's talk about everything that has happened.
I explained to her about the blackmail thing, etc.
She said that I have been talking badly behind her back, that I lied to her, his things from her, etc.
She said she will NEVER be my friend again. She said she will never trust me again.
She said she regrets being my friend.
She regrets helping me.
She said she is a very good person and that I am not a good person.
She said so many hurtful things and I will never be able to forget this. It really hit my heart.

I apologised so many times but she said no, never again.

She said she will throw all the gifts i got for her over the past 3yrs in the bin. And she said you throw away all my gifts in the bin. This almost put me to tears.

Then it was time for class and I sat next to her and she said don't sit next to me. So I moved away.

And when class ended I said to her wait for me, I still have things to say.
She gave me a dirty look and walked away without saying anything.

So it is officially over. I saw it with my own two eyes. I almost cried in the class. I am really shaken but just trying to get home now in 1 piece.

It's the worst feeling ever. I cannot even think properly. I am shaking and I keep getting tears in my eyes.

This has been the worst experience ever in my life. I am inconsolable now.

we told you this would make you feel worse. We have no sympathy for you. I'm glad she did this, because hopefully it's finally shaken some sense into your thick skull.

What exactly do you all mean when you say you told me this would happen? That's way generalised a statement.

This is the worst thing that could have happened.

I am legit feeling broken. I don't even know how to describe this. This is torture.

What exactly do you all mean when you say you told me this would happen? That's way generalised a statement.

This is the worst thing that could have happened.

I am legit feeling broken. I don't even know how to describe this. This is torture.

But he'd rather post here, purposely go in the opposite direction of peoples advice, and then post the carnage that ensues.

This is why I feel troll.

Maybe it's time for reverse psychology.

Believeteam, go to her house and talk to her there. Just get it all out of your system! Don't move on!

We told you it was over for good and that arguing your case would just antagonize her further and lead to another emotional breakdown. She has made it perfectly clear where she stands. Now stop pestering her and move on with your life.

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Is that you in your avi? if so you look like a young Tom Cruise

Yeah it is..haha my mum says that too

I had to try. I told her everything truthfully but she just would not listen and she said some hurtful things. I will never forget this. Now I know we are 100% done. But all I am left with is pain and hurt, regret. I am really shaken up.

I thought it was at first! until i looked closer and saw someone standing next to you.

How many days left until you break up for Easter? You need to use this time to get your s**t together.

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This week and 1 more week, then Easter break for 2 weeks. I don't think I will see her again, maybe once or twice. We don't have many classes left. She was in the class today and even though I was sitting on the other side, I felt extremely shaken and upset and honestly I was considering going home early. But I waited because we didn't finish our convo and I asked her to wait. She just walked off and gave me a dirty look.

How can someone be so cruel and cold hearted? I could never do this to someone.

This week and 1 more week, then Easter break for 2 weeks. I don't think I will see her again, maybe once or twice. We don't have many classes left. She was in the class today and even though I was sitting on the other side, I felt extremely shaken and upset and honestly I was considering going home early. But I waited because we didn't finish our convo and I asked her to wait. She just walked off and gave me a dirty look.

How can someone be so cruel and cold hearted? I could never do this to someone.

This week and 1 more week, then Easter break for 2 weeks. I don't think I will see her again, maybe once or twice. We don't have many classes left. She was in the class today and even though I was sitting on the other side, I felt extremely shaken and upset and honestly I was considering going home early. But I waited because we didn't finish our convo and I asked her to wait. She just walked off and gave me a dirty look.

How can someone be so cruel and cold hearted? I could never do this to someone.

I'll repeat. You need to get your s**t together.

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Maybe she feels you are cruel because you said hurtful things behind her back and feels betrayed that someone who was a close friend would say things about her to other people (even though you said you didn't). Atleast she was honest with you and you can move on with your life.
You spoke to her and tried to make amends but it backfired on you and she wants NOTHING to do with you anymore, accept that your friendship is OVER for good.

If you feel very troubled, give Samaritans a call at 116 123 (free within the UK and Ireland). If you feel that it's going to be very difficult to move on, please have a meeting with your GP. There might be a more serious cause as to why it's hard for you to deal with rejection. I hope you feel better.

I think it will get easier when I don't see her anymore. In fact I will do my best to avoid her at all costs. Because just seeing her upsets me. I will just stay away.