I have never had sex with a woman so Im not sure if it has to do with inexperience or not. I had sex with a guy once where well I remember it . when I was a kid I did it but I dont remember it. Anyhow I'm 18 I've only had sex with one guy once anal sex and I clearly liked it. I was the bottom and a big issue I've had with is I climaxed when he climaxed inside of me. I want to do it again. I sometimes feel like I need dick. But then I want a girlfriend. I want a relationship. And I can't be in a relationship with this guy the guy I did it with because he has a girlfriend and I dont want a relationship with a guy I want a girlfriend. I generally think women are pretty and I dont want to make out with a guy. I have been talking to a girl that I asked out and we're set to be having our first date this weekend. I look forward to it. We've been talking nonstop for two weeks straight. She knows about the guy I had sex with she's bisexual herself. She kind of actually found it hot... But I worry about if this were to get more serious if I need dick how can I get to that point to have sex with a woman. I always have thresome fantasies with a guy and a girl and I like straight porn but not lesbian or gay porn. If I had to I would watch gay porn over lesbian porn. But I prefer ffm over mmf at the same time. I find male and female bodies attractive if I see either nude. I also think vaginas look different. But I don't really want to suck dick well at least large ones for obvious reasons. I would also rather a blow job over intercourse with a woman. I currently just though really want to be ****ed by my friend again and again and again and again etc.... But then there are issues with it. I have that I need to cope with. With the morality of the situation like I think I struggle with it because when I was a kid I did it with my cousin and my parents found out and I had a lot of issues with my parents. The kind of came back. But I still want to go out with this girl. And I want to see where this end up relationshipwise. But not sure how things will go sexually. Advice am I gay or bisexual?